Honesty

Honesty refers to a facet of moral character and denotes positive, virtuous attributes such as integrity, truthfulness, and straightforwardness along with the absence of lying, cheating, or theft. - wikipedia.

It amazes me how dishonest some people can be.  I am not just talking about my ex (even though I once again caught him in a lie).  It seems to have become more the norm today.  As far as my ex goes, I will tell you this, I wouldn't wish any of the feelings of hurt, betrayal and rejection on my worst enemy, including him, that I have felt these past two years.   I can say for a fact that I did nothing to earn the disrespect I received.  

I know I am not perfect but I try to be a good person and I do try to improve myself.  I can honestly say that if I were to die tomorrow, I feel that I am in a good place that there would be no question as to where I would go.    With that being said, I still continue to work on myself in a positive way.

Before I met my ex I was a positive person with a great outlook on life.  I found that throughout our time together his negativity would bring me down.  Fortunately, I have been able to correct this since our split, but I won't say there aren't moments when I have negative thoughts (i.e. paragraph 2 above..LOL).